This was the hardest day of my life. I’m fluctuating between “really fucking sad” and “completely numb and dead inside”. There are some kinds of pain that are meant to be felt only deep inside your soul…. and I’m not sure this day is a memory that will ever go away. I think perhaps this is something that might follow me to the grave. So, my friends, the lesson I leave you with today is: Sometimes the only way to find a resolution is to leave the situation forever unresolved. Walking away isn’t an act of cowardice. It’s an act of mercy…. it’s a dark, bleak walk through the shadows of what could have been and what will never be… but make no mistake about it… it’s a path you have to walk alone.